So have built this wall around my heart, just like the great wall of China to prevent unwanted people. Since my last relationship some donkey years ago I have not given my heart, body and soul to anyone the way I did with my last partner and this is not cause I’m not over him.
So my friends think I’m single cause of my silly dating requirements which I believe are not that silly at all.
Let me share with you what my requirements are
1. Clean beautiful feet, toes and nails shortly cut.
2. None Smoker, smoking is a big turn off.
3. Honest, caring and truthful.
4. Kissable lips ( must have a shape ) not sure if this makes sense.
5. Good looking (which is everyone’s requirement).
That’s not a lot of requirements for the person who will take up a place in my heart and life. I believe in true authentic love, I have never believe in one night stands or having meanless sex with a complete stranger I met, making love is a very passionate moment for me because I’m sharing my body, soul and a part of me that I just don’t give to anyone.
So with this said I have been talking to people and ignoring others *laugh * to prove to my friends I’m ready….
The S is for serious, NS not sure and N is no.
Weirdly most of the people I have been talking to are kind of not single and I don’t want to break people up.
First one been “K” now K is in a crazy love relationship thing, not sure if it’s healthy but it works for them I guess. I liked K before I found out K was not available but we made out once thanks to wine and weed, my world those lips were magic on mine and it was just the two of us in the room I was lost in space. He is easy to talk to, makes me laugh. Just think we would make a great couple but that’s not going to happen.
Almost checks everything on my requirement list. K is N (no).
G has been the one since day one, we had this instant connection when we met. I was super shy but he just knew how to make me feel at easy. I almost open my heart for him cause he seemed genuine and real but I guess it was just a game for him. Playing with my feelings, leaving me confused and unsure.
We shared so much, first person I allowed to get real close to me, just to get mix signal from him.
We still talk now and then, meets all my requirements but just not the right one for me. My Mr. Wrong G (NO)
I’m not sure what is happening with this one but at least N is single, just too damage from the last relationship. Sweet person which requires a lot of work, not really sure if I’m up for that. We chat now, then, we met a week back and he cooked me. I call him the funny guy, made me feel comfortable and at easy.
But not meeting most of my requirements sadly. NS (not sure)
I have no idea what is happening here. Met a while back at a event was kind of feeling him but was not sure till I man up and ask for the number chatted but the connection is weak off like MTC’s connection sometimes. Don’t feel like forcing the situation but his lips and eyes are like a mirror great to get lost into, short just like me, confident and don’t give a shit about what people think. Like that, still have to see the feet and toes but just don’t see us mixing.
Doesn’t check off most of my requirements and definitely a No (N)
New on the scene but refreshing good for my mind. Crazy how we met, it was at an event of a friend, didn’t like him at first sight but later on the wine did it’s thing I guess. The next day I got the number from a friend and also dropped a friend request on Facebook.
One night I was awake on instagram it was around 4:00 in the morning, he liked one of my pictures and I slipped into his DM. Short story we exchanged numbers and started chatting like crazy. The sweetest moment was when he woke me up with a text cause my alarm didn’t go off that morning… smile but I’m confused about him. We met for the second time this weekend, he gave me this big ass hug, he makes me smile. He has this innocent face, cute ass smile and he wears glasses what more can I say about this book lover. Still have to see his feet and toes.
Not sure about him, don’t want to get into something just not yet. Taking my time on this one.
To my friends don’t say I’m not trying. All I want is someone who will promise to take care of my heart cause I have been single for a while now.
I’m die hard romantic, I believe in love, in the promise of giving myself to the one I love not like but LOVE.
I’m opening my heart up for disappointment and hurt