Stupidly I’m waiting on you to feel differently about me, one year later and I’m still hoping maybe one day you will wake up feeling the same about me.
I should know better, not to hold on to feelings that are hurting me more than making me happy because that is what not love is supposed to be like.
Only your texts can make me feel butterflies, leaving me breathing and make me look crazy to my friends. I really thought I put my feelings to bed that I felt for you.
Breaks my heart seeing you with someone else when all I want is your company, I have made peace with only having you as a friend.
Yes!! The letter I wrote last year to you left me in tears, broken in a way and you are not blame I tell myself, it was a game for you and you played with my heart and emotion knowing that you are starting a fire in my heart, one I wish I could kill by turning all warmth in my heart to ice for you.
You shouldn’t have allowed me to get close to you in that way from the begin, you used my innocence to full your loneliness by lying to me, don’t get me wrong I don’t hate you just the way you make me feel.
All I wanted was to be loved by you the way I had loved you. I was not asking for your atm card pin but for the keys to your heart, clearly you were not ready for all the love I was willing to give you.
Had your phone’s password but the only password I required was the one to your heart, mind and soul.
Sometimes find myself wishing that can make you feel the what I felt about you once.
I should stop allowing people to make my heart their play ground.
I hope you are happy with what you settled for because you never find another one like me.
My love will always be greater.