I hate the part when you have to start over with someone from the beginning, the small conversational starters but then you find someone who makes this process of getting to know each other so easy and fun that you don’t notice that you are letting the person in slowly. The conversation is so good you forget about everything around you including turning off your data (we all know how expensive data is ) but the fact that you are scared that if you turn it off you would miss their reply which can kill the whole conversation so you just wait and wait.
Now this has been the case with me last week, found someone who I could have a decent conversation with and I’m not talking about the “good morning or good night text” type of conversion but the kind that makes you smile and scared because you feel like you are over sharing now but when that person responds with the same energy which makes you not want to over think by the way I do that a lot.
When you don’t hear anything from the person and would go and check their last seen on WhatsApp and sometimes you would find them online but they not texting. You feel like maybe just maybe they are busy.
You tell yourself this was just conversation so not to get ideas and that’s what I told myself. Guess I was right about not waiting or getting attached to you, maybe you were that spring break I needed, something colorful, beautiful and to make me laugh.Just imagine we didn’t even meet in person. I loved your honesty in our conversations, your realism was refreshing like the breeze in the morning not too cold.
And I’m not sure if I like you or not but the moment was just too overwhelming to think about that because I was taking it one reply at a time knowing sooner or later it would stop whether it was from your end or mine
Feels like you were that flower that was blown into my hands by mistake.